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Bringin it back... [30 Mar 2006|12:37am]
[ mood | Bummed ]

Old school-like...

6 heart left| (falling from the sky)

[17 Jan 2006|01:58am]
[ mood | ahhh!!!!! ]

TODAY IS MAH BURFFDAYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

19 heart left| (falling from the sky)

New journal. [15 Nov 2005|03:02am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Comment to be Added.


_____fate


29 heart left| (falling from the sky)

If it's sad...you know it's true... [15 Nov 2005|01:14am]
[ mood | lonely ]

And I cried out your name
Because I loved the sound it made
And because I couldn't wait to see your face.

And nothing ever was the same.

And the stars say, "Look into my eyes."
But I can't change if it's only in my mind.
And I love you but I don't have the right.
And I wanted you so bad tonight.
3 heart left| (falling from the sky)

No Subject [14 Nov 2005|10:55pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

i am flawed if i'm not free.


i can't bring myself to...
i just want...
why can't it just...



i miss...

just talk to me..
(falling from the sky)

TRUTH: [14 Nov 2005|12:26pm]
What goes around, comes around.



Life's like this:
you get what you deserve.
(falling from the sky)

know how i know you're gay? you like coldplay. [13 Nov 2005|11:54pm]
[ mood | confused ]

so um...


i have a boyfriend.





half serious.
3 heart left| (falling from the sky)

TAAKA [13 Nov 2005|12:30pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

yea...
thirsty...

sucks.

life's bearable. i love hanging out with rob. it pretty much rules my life. and i love hanging out with a certain someone else. he's pretty sweet. SWEET ON! hah dammit...7am...fuuuuuck. i'm tired.

i'm off today.
do somethin'.
(heh, i love you juan-foo)

1 heart left| (falling from the sky)

what i did last night... [11 Nov 2005|11:12pm]
[ mood | good ]

Under the CutCollapse )

8 heart left| (falling from the sky)

shiiiiiiiiii.. [11 Nov 2005|12:31pm]
[ mood | still a little drunk, actually... ]

man, what the FUCK happened last night?

12 heart left| (falling from the sky)

[10 Nov 2005|01:55am]
[ mood | AMAZING! ]

FUCKING CHRIST, I'M IN THE BEST MOOD EVER!!!!!
i totally forgot about dragonforce and how much i love the shit out of them!!!
they make me want to be all crazy and dress like a viking.
SERG!!! (hah he knows what's up)
it brings me back to when we used to hang out with tmf...awww!!!
fuck everyone, those days were so much fun.
i miss it! we were all awesome.
and i remeber brandon telling me i sucked for listening to it! hah dammit..


work went well i guess today.
i need to work more...grrr.
another job? yes?
i hope so.
man oh man.
today was wierd i don't know.
tomorrow is going to be AMAZING!!!
i can't wait. seriously.

ew i like someone.
it's so gross...hahah not really.
but he's cool.
and funny.
and awesome.
and it sucks!!!

i have a bad habit.

hopefully afton will pierce me tomorrow.
i'm a hawt mamasita! duh...

when you're a bully to someone, it really sucks.
you may not think it, but seriously, those people will remember you forever!!
this one guy, doug romero, when i was in 6th grade, told me i was "fucking ugly!"
it made me so sad!!!
i seriously want to see him now and be like LOOK ASSHOLE!! I'M FUCKING GORGEOUS AND YOU CAN'T HAVE ME!!!
that'd be awesome.
my self esteem is back...it had been so low.
rejection does that to ya.
fuck it...i miss being cocky.

i'm off tomorrow.
ring me, love.
361-658-1682

9 heart left| (falling from the sky)

whatchu say lil niggi?! [09 Nov 2005|03:49pm]
[ mood | full ]

oh man...i need to STOP eating...seriously.
i hate feeling full. it's gross.



me and rum are friends again.
i like the feeling of not feeling much at all.
that's my escape.
you can't be mine.
how do you say you still care without saying it?
i don't know.


i came in at 5am this morning.
shit sucked!!!!!!!
i woke up drunk.
i hate hate that feeling.
i'm not gonna fix the problem.


last night was cool.
i laughed sooo fucking hard.
screech is amazing.
and top bunk sex-capade stories.
it's not just me!!! haha john rules for that..
we exchanged mean bully stories over an 18 pack and then some.
then head butted eachother.
then i got carried away...literally. outside hah.
i swear to christ, i came in there with a full, brand new pack of "stogies."
woke up this morning with a LUCKY!! just one...i was like wtf?!
hah but it was cool.
i loved everyone last night. it was awesome.

i'm looking forward to going to work.
because the sooner i go in, the sooner i get out.
and the sooner i can do last night over again.
sweet, bra.

2 heart left| (falling from the sky)

man, oh man. [08 Nov 2005|03:14pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

sooooooooooooooooooooooo yea.
jarhead = amazing.
i want one for christmas. =)

i went to a little gathering of friends last night.
it was pretty sweet.
stories and gossip are awesome.
i didn't know everyone last night...but i knew everyone.
it was comfortable. =)
whataburger at 3am rules.
drunk at 3am rules.
corona is the only beer i can throw back like nothing.
i should drink it more.
teehee.
oh, mae...how i want to see you, so...
i heart them!
i need to go sell some books now.

i should say good riddence to some things/people.
but i decided last night that i really just don't want to have any animosity towards anyone.
so, if you think i hate you, i probably don't...
the people you'd think i'd hate the most...i probably don't.
there's a good chance, i still love them.
i just want to start clean.
i want to be somewhat stress-free.
life is too short.




ps.
i'm NOT ready for anything right now.
that's been proven.
you may refer to me as capt. freakthefuckoutandcallyourbestfriendandflipoutsomemore.

that's what they call me.
i'm not ready to open up a new can of worms, so to speak.

i'd go back.
but you have to earn it.

I ♥...Collapse )
6 heart left| (falling from the sky)

mm [07 Nov 2005|12:53pm]
[ mood | sore ]

i don't ask for much
truth be told
i'd settle for a life less frightening.
a life less frightening.

2 heart left| (falling from the sky)

[07 Nov 2005|12:08am]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

FUCK...
9 heart left| (falling from the sky)

"drunk at 3am" [06 Nov 2005|12:04pm]
[ mood | good ]

i bet NONE of you remember that shit!!!!! (except for Stacey. CFC!)
so i went to work yesterday ALLLL day then came home.
suck!
abel called and asked if i wanted to go to a bonfire so yea...duh i went.
i went to his apartment and we left from there.
well when we got there, i thought this guy looked really familiar.
so i asked the birthday boy if he used to play in Cause for Concern.
and he was like "yeaaaa john get the fuck over here!!"
and i was like holy shit!!!!! i dated your drummer, dude!!!!
and we just started talking and hanging out, it was awesome.
i havn't seen this guy in seriously like 2 years!!!!
hah it was fun. i was all tipsey. loved it.
i'm a chain smoker when i drink...it's ridiculous. (but so is abel)
so i set aside the booze for a while and tried to sober up a bit.
i didn't realize coronas were so good.
so we left from there at maybe 2-ish to go home.
on the way home, chris calls me and he's like dude!! lets hang out, i'm bored and i got beer.
so abel and i go to his apartment, i use his toothpaste because yea...hah, then i went to chris's house.
we watched the rest of kung-pow. it was so ridiculous, i love that movie.
he drank, and i just chilled. i already had a little too much, heh.
well anyways, things were awesome.
i'm stayin classy.
i don't know if i want to start anything, but who knows?
i love <3s. they're cute.

last night ruled.
i had so much fun the whole time.
i need to do it again! =)

5 heart left| (falling from the sky)

[05 Nov 2005|02:00am]
[ mood | great ]

i need to listen to rise against more.
they put me in a good mood.


tonight was good.
i'm glad it happened.
=)

(falling from the sky)

i fucking hate weekends... [04 Nov 2005|04:42pm]
[ mood | hostile ]

especially ones that don't go your way.
i don't want to remember any aspect of this weekend...
seriously.



call me.
liquor me up.
love me.
361-658-1682


godddd i fucking hate people.

2 heart left| (falling from the sky)

ooooooooooooooh you.... [03 Nov 2005|11:04pm]
i'm sleepy.
i can't wait til tomorrow.
ahh stoked!! =)
i should have gone out tonight, i guess...
i don't know. it's whatever.
i'm bad at calling people back.
i missed rob and luke. i'm glad we hung out.
the outside is calling me.
i'm such a bitch...i should call him.
first thing's first.
oh boy...i love my ulterior motives.
i didn't even know i had any! sweet.
whatever...

dear life,
quit being so goddamn complicated.
fuck off.
and die.
love, amanda.

silly rabbit.
i'm too old for this shit...
ATTN: if i don't like you, get the fuck over it!!!! keep my name out of your mouth and your conversations. 'ts that simple, i promise. i'll do the same.
oh...and yea...i AM a bitch. get over it, once again.
you'll live, i promise. *wink*

14 heart left| (falling from the sky)

andheartssemicolon [03 Nov 2005|03:18pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Dear Austin,

I'm looking forward to being inside you tomorrow.


Love,
Amanda

4 heart left| (falling from the sky)

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